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I am always being taught.
I am always being given things.

In the past, or rather, with the exception of her...
I have no memory of ever worrying about things like unilaterally pushing my troubles onto someone, taking things without a good reason, or breaking promises.
But for some reason, with her alone, I always... feel apologetic, or rather, that it's just not right.
It's been like that since the first time we met.
Even for a request so trivial it could hardly be called a verbal promise... I honestly felt I had to fulfill it.

My heart wants to cherish her... and more than that, it wants to exist for her sake, to make her happy.
I suppose that's because my heart wishes for it.
Now, I understand that.

So for now, even if I'm only being taught and given things... still. I'll let myself rely on her.
Believing that a day will come when she will be happy because of it.

Coai had a problem.
The other day, she had explored the undeveloped forest on the southern side of her territory and brought back two trees.
These were the trees said to be necessary to obtain the white, shining thread requested by Grand Duke Federico of Angel.
She had managed to find them in the great southern forest and bring them back, which was good, but... two might not be enough.

However, it was said to be difficult for the Grand Duke and his people to propagate those trees.
If that was the case, she had no choice but to go get more, but...
This time, it had apparently taken over a month just to bring back the trees once.
If she had to repeat this over and over, who knows if it would take a year, or even several years.
To gather the white thread, make fabric, and then tailor an outfit to gift to Snow... who knows how many years that would take.

Of course, if there was no other way... Coai wouldn't mind.
But even if Coai said she didn't mind... it would make her wait for a long time.
That would be unfair to her.